the road not taken?

happy sand paper birthday elaine chiong yin qin! your birthday dedication will be right up once i get the pictures =D


school's education fair = freebies mania!

it's like a shopping spree, only we didn't have to burn holes in our pocket for everything was FREE OF CHARGE! so many free pens. so many free files. so many free brochures. so many free bags.

free food too, exclusive for prs =]



i seriously did not intend to collect those freebies until i saw inti college's PAPER BAG + NOTEBOOK + PEN set given to the teachers.

holy cow.
the design excites my nerve endings. i was intrigued. i had a motive.
so i carefully slipped one of the bags into mine. whipee. gembira gembira.

apa fishmonger? sell what fish huh, laine? haha.




i bought doctor job's A-Z career prospects. 4 bucks and i think it was worth every penny. i was a lost sheep at a junction, watching the other sheeps head their way towards the other path where the grass seems greener. while my heart tells me very clearly and obviously that i prefer the other path and that i can't force myself to love blood or corpses or even organs, yet my eyes can't stop looking at the other sheeps which seem to be going to a better, promising road.

talked to mom, this is what she said
" i studied quantity surveying, i worked for the last 10 years as one. look what i'm doing now? "

and i'm glad that she has my back in this. she's been trying to convince me that what i am devoted in is not as bad as what others think. and that academic results should not interfere with what i'm passionate about. so i've decided. mass communications it is. now would you please, throw away all your negative thoughts about this field, this field which i love very damn much, because i don't care if my results are good that it's a waste i do not want biology physics and chemistry in my life anymore, though i also love studying them theoretically. i want to meet people. i want to talk. i don't want to live with a test tube, facing four walls and squinting for microscopic organisms. who gives a damn bout them, really?

and so what if i don't get lucrative payments? my husband is going to be a millionaire, ANYWAY. -winks-

found some interesting jobs as well. (might take them into account!)
- MEDIA BUYER
- MERCHANDISING & BRANDING
- MODEL MAKER, totally not related to mass comm but is considerable.

do they give you this burning sensation and this urghh, this NEED to start WORKING now? because they do, to me.


just so you know i'm usually not this emo.
low.jun.ying.i.want.to.go.out.on.my.birthday.i.want.i.want.i.want.i.dont.care.i.merajuk.now!