Thursday, December 17, 2009

a bottomless pit.

i've been shortlisted to s!me darby's pre-u scholarship interview! but all hopes are relinquished now, since...

from what evon told me, the entire process is really lengthy, tough and tediousssssss. i'm only invited to attend their FIRST ROUND ASSESSMENT which involves TWO DIFFERENT STAGES. shall i, by any means of LUCK, proceed to the next level, there will be a SECOND ROUND awaiting with ANOTHER TWO DIFFERENT STAGES. O.O that pretty much sums up my i-am-giving-up-because-is-it-even-possible mindset to secure the scholarship.

googled and found this from an ex-candidate's blog:


"After everything was done, i left the room . AND then i was shocked to hear the news that the interviewers were just kicked away whoever had chosen the course which they did not offer. Let me tell you, they offered engineering, business, finance, architerture."

I HOPE ACTUARIAL SCIENCE IS CLOSE TO... FINANCE? UH OH... DAYMN. I MEAN, I HAD ACTUARIAL SCIENCE WRITTEN ALL OVER MY QUESTIONNAIRE !


however so, i'm looking forward to their buffet lunch (the girl mentioned shark fin soup and japanese food!) and of course, meeting new people :D i really need to broaden my social network, like before the ultimate transition to a college life begins.

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i think i can finally see a streak of light ahead of this pitch-black tunnel after a long chat with evon. thank you sooo much, woman. i never knew anyone else would be in such predicament as i am right now, so it's a relief to find that i am not the only troubled one, the left-out one, the i-dunno one, basically the only lost one. yup.


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stumbled upon something at popular's bookstore which stunned me. i went speechless.

do you know
twilight's SENJAKALA?
new moon's CINTA BARU?

i mean, does stephenie meyer know about this?

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