he's always there.

for his eyes only, as for the rest of you, mind scrolling down till you see that short black line? yes, i see you see it. so that's where you can start reading. thank you.


some things in life really piss me off. insignificant problems do matter, only if you're bothered enough to take it into account. in my case, i do. and that guilt, which may seem like just a tinge but deep inside it's as big as that unpleasant stain i see now, will always remain in my fist-sized heart.

it's not just that though, it's the responsibility. it's the promises. it's the trust you've kept in me. i think i lost it, to that stupid big blue stain.
i'm only able to say sorry. how pathetic is that.

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ian's can be a pain in the ass at times, especially when he gives you that sheepish smile which indirectly translates to no way, never!



here's another example of him being a whatever major loser.

so we are supposed to bring food for this biology experiment on the energy value of food tomorrow. lucky enough for me, i don't have the slightest idea how and why, i ended up sitting at the same hexagon table with him.


he smsed this:
i'm bringing some tauge and garlic for bio. u bring nuts.

i'm surprised that he's actually, and finally bringing stuff for experiments.

i replied:
not bad huh. but i have no nuts.

him:
then bring whatever you ate for dinner.


can i say, bitch, please?