define paranoia.

do not part your lips, because, i think i'm into grass green now. :O
still a baby pink fan though! a woman can always have the best of both worlds.
and it's clearly, clearly obvious that i've changed my layout.
looking forward to hear from you soon. >>> you know what to do.



i'm gaining weight like the speed of a bullet train. okay maybe, slower.
that buldging waistline intrigues me to say 'hey that's not mine'!
and the mark on that incredible machine which always tell the truth whenever i step on it with shudders makes me wanna...

create a negative zero error. yes. but i'll be living in a lie then!

SO HOW?

eat fruits. they should help.

don't be fooled. these are sugared jambu. eat 10 of those and you'll get diabetes. but i can't stop myself from salivating when i see them, and there's still like 2 more in the fridge. oh myyy. forget diet. LIVE TO EAT!

gratitude (II).

since afzan's blog is privated, i shall retype what she has just posted.


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Tuesday, September 9, 2008

gratitude....

i would like to express my GRATITUDE to dis fella who'll made me rememba dis event fer d rest of my life... 0.o WHO??? who???who??? i meant who???????????????????????? ahahhaha
well here it goes... to.. >>

-an ugly picture of me which i will not post up-

TEE KYE LI
KYE LI
LALA-LI

thanx fer giving me a fucking flu... (i think i finished 2 whole box of 200 sheets premier tissue..)
thanx fer giving me a cough.. (if i noe any betta, i'll b having blood oozing out too.. *touch wood*)
thanx fer being d MAIN source fer my sneeze prob.. ( yes im a sneeze machine.. AGAIN!)
thanx fer having a decency to warn other ppl of ur germs... (except me.. =.=

thanx fer giving me ur germs/bacteria/virus/shit-of-i-dun-noe-wat... (hari raya's gift izzit??)
thanx fer KEEP giving it to me eventhough u haf seen me suffer fer today... -____-
las but not least... thanx fer laughing when u noe i GOT IT ALL....

dun give me dat look... y?? ur sorry NOW???

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HAHA, yes afzan. sadly, that's all i can say now.
okay and you're right i can't stop laughing! HAHAHAHHA.

sorrryyyyyyy~~~

he's always there.

for his eyes only, as for the rest of you, mind scrolling down till you see that short black line? yes, i see you see it. so that's where you can start reading. thank you.


some things in life really piss me off. insignificant problems do matter, only if you're bothered enough to take it into account. in my case, i do. and that guilt, which may seem like just a tinge but deep inside it's as big as that unpleasant stain i see now, will always remain in my fist-sized heart.

it's not just that though, it's the responsibility. it's the promises. it's the trust you've kept in me. i think i lost it, to that stupid big blue stain.
i'm only able to say sorry. how pathetic is that.

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ian's can be a pain in the ass at times, especially when he gives you that sheepish smile which indirectly translates to no way, never!



here's another example of him being a whatever major loser.

so we are supposed to bring food for this biology experiment on the energy value of food tomorrow. lucky enough for me, i don't have the slightest idea how and why, i ended up sitting at the same hexagon table with him.


he smsed this:
i'm bringing some tauge and garlic for bio. u bring nuts.

i'm surprised that he's actually, and finally bringing stuff for experiments.

i replied:
not bad huh. but i have no nuts.

him:
then bring whatever you ate for dinner.


can i say, bitch, please?

baloney.

here's a word of wisdom i'd like to share with everyone. give it a thought and you may find it very very inspirational.

"make sure when you're copying, you know what you're copying."

- youknowwho.

in reference to laine's post on 25 things,

26. when a teacher is quiet, million of thoughts are going through her mind.
27. when a teacher utters something out of random, she/he has been keeping it to himself/herself for a long, long time.

saturday blacks.

this was how school on a saturday looks like:

HELLOO?

HELLO???

it was 6am and a SATURDAY ("value-add"), what do you think?
was forced to go to school for the alumni, and dad had to go outstation so there was i.. at six in the morning. hi, the ghosts of sbu, glad i did not acquainted any. =)


everything was perrrrrrfecto, till it rained.

the alumni was supposed to kick off by 2pm but the skylite was e m p t y due to the rain. at 2:15pm, there were only 14 of them. oh god. my expression was like

='(
yes, yin, whatever sims character.

lucky enough, people started pouring in and we started off 45 minutes later. the amount of people present was satisfying though. marc bet that only a maximum of three rows will be full. but it turned out that more than half came. BLUEKKKK~ you lost the bet marc!

the vice organizing chairman and the emcee.

alert: ALY BROUGHT A COMB TODAY. A COMB!!!

aly: i have to look presentable what!
aly: i'm combing to the side now... eh i look not bad!

-.-


all in all, i think we did a great job though most people were bored by the programme. haha, it's a formal meeting to set up the committee for alumni, what more you can expect? sooo sorrry bout the cheerleading, i know most of you came for that. =(

A VERY BIG THANK YOU TO THE 80 OVER PEOPLE WHO ATTENDED TODAY, you people definitly boost my self-esteem in handling big events. also, THANK YOU INDEFINITLY MUCH to all the form 4 ubs members, you people are wonderful*!

*sounds familiar?


my ex neighbour, stephanie --whom still lives a few houses away from me but we have barely seen each other since she attended college this year-- attended the alumni and offered a ride home. means no taxi back, yayy~

but before that, we had to wait for nicholas (her boyfriend, her neighbour, my neighbour) at the cybercafe for almost an hourrrrrr.

so the bunch of ex form 5 guys were playing COUNTER STRIKE, that's also when all the vulgar words in english, mandarin, hokkien, cantonese, french, japanese, indonesia etc etc etc came out.

good thing was, i've learnt something new and do not piss me off or i'll bombard you with my new knowledges. MWAHAHAHA, kidding.


i had one hour to kill, so i gulped the drink down and colourised my lips with mirinda orange. not lipstick okay, jun hao.

meet my neighbour of.. errrrm. eight fat choy years. very hot pose, steph! haha. i hope you don't visit my blog.


just when i thought we're heading back home,

steph & nich: let's go eat!

went to great eastern mall, which was the nearest mall we could find, and dinnered at cozy house. my, the place was FULLY reserved and they only allowed us in because nich assured them that we'll finish our food by 7pm. =S

what la, buka puasa's not that early right?

we sat on this table with a ZULKIFLI or some name reserved and when the drinks came, the waitress assisted us to another table because encik zul and his family have arrived. so we shifted

to this table which was booked by HANAFIAH.

steph: what if hanafiah comes, then we have to shift to another table, then the person who booked the other table comes, then we shift and shift until we have to eat outside?!

ROFL!

we ordered quickly and rushed the food down our tummy, i did not even have time to analyse the menu.

cute!

oklah, i actually miss the both of you. hmmmph.

nicholas: QUICKLY take pictures! hanafiah's coming!!!


@ pets wonderland.

me: wah, these fake birds so pretty and real one!
-the birds blinked and flapped their wings-

seriously.


look closely, this dog was actually taking all the food for itself and covered them with its paws!

and left this dog here in starvation. awwww.

they let the shitzu out so i was like, ohhhh it's soo cuteee, and started taking pictures of it. then i realised it was right underneath, sniffing my shoes.

AHHHHHH. i screamed, and almost, almost, almost, stepped on the poor thing.
amitabha.

they camwhored at the restaurant.

they camwhored at cold storage's counter.

I SWEAR, THE CASHIER WAS STARING AT THEM.

THEN the elevator.

steph: let's take picture here nich! we can promote 1901 hotdogs!!!

i know what you're thinking. i was being the light bulb and kacau daun.
think of it this way, neighbours' outing! that's cool.

she's so short that i dont think people could even see who's driving the kembara.

hallelujah, i arrived home safely under a P licensed driver.

rhapsody.

tell you what, i'm pro in reformatting computer after countless of practices, say, 4 times. haha.



YES, we made it, BENQ!

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today's a big day for this perky and hyper friend of mine whom i've known since form 2.

i'm double her size, triple her weight and height, but her laughter's million times louder and lasts longer than mine.
she eats very very slowly, which i think is the normal speed for someone with that size and she can never finish her food.
still recall once when we had lunch at station kopitiam, mel suggested her CHICKEN CHOP RICE. she refused, she wants GOLDEN CHICKEN CHOP RICE instead.
and guess who ended up finishing the leftover? not me only la, all of us okay. she barely finished half.
she loves all nature's cute creations, and god's favourite colour too - HOT pink!
all in all, she's a friend who listens, understands, and she is

-imaginary picture of aja and i-
i reformatted, deleted friendster account. no pictures! =(

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AJA AZMAN!

what, limits?

well well. i'm currently hooked up with this bbgs sbu alumni, have so much stuff to do. and never did i know it's a big event. guess kim and i can pull this off successfully, that's if

if you know anyone, your mother, siblings, neighbours, aunties whom previously graduated from bbgs or smksbu (regardless of their age, we prefer the older generation but anyone will do fine!), please please please*, inform them about this event, details as follow;

date: 6th september 2008, which is also this saturday!
time: 2pm-4pm
venue: smksbu's skylite.

so basically it is our school's FIRST ANNUAL GENERAL MEETING for the alumni, (big deal okay!), and there'll be CHEERLEADING PERFORMANCE by SHIRTLIFF, most of all, you'll be able to catch up with old friends and teachers! it's only for two hours, and you'll definitly gain more than you loss. SO DON'T MISS OUT THIS ONCE IN A LIFETIME EVENT!

note: only for ex students of bbgs/smksbu, sorry.

for further information, visit http://bbgs-sbu-alumni.blogspot.com


*you have to attend!


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i agreed to burn this presentation into a cd and hohohoo. i forgot. i no longer have a burner. dang.

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cinderella's glass shoes are free-sized. hence, the happy ending. - by jy.

=.="""" so lame yet so cute haha.

hit the f button.

i have the best wallpaper on earth.
this unique wallpaper only selects people like me!
betcha don't have it.

cool, isn't it? so much for a wallpaper.
watch out laaa you xp anti virus, you'll be gone by tomorrow. =)