a bottomless pit.

i've been shortlisted to s!me darby's pre-u scholarship interview! but all hopes are relinquished now, since...

from what evon told me, the entire process is really lengthy, tough and tediousssssss. i'm only invited to attend their FIRST ROUND ASSESSMENT which involves TWO DIFFERENT STAGES. shall i, by any means of LUCK, proceed to the next level, there will be a SECOND ROUND awaiting with ANOTHER TWO DIFFERENT STAGES. O.O that pretty much sums up my i-am-giving-up-because-is-it-even-possible mindset to secure the scholarship.

googled and found this from an ex-candidate's blog:


"After everything was done, i left the room . AND then i was shocked to hear the news that the interviewers were just kicked away whoever had chosen the course which they did not offer. Let me tell you, they offered engineering, business, finance, architerture."

I HOPE ACTUARIAL SCIENCE IS CLOSE TO... FINANCE? UH OH... DAYMN. I MEAN, I HAD ACTUARIAL SCIENCE WRITTEN ALL OVER MY QUESTIONNAIRE !


however so, i'm looking forward to their buffet lunch (the girl mentioned shark fin soup and japanese food!) and of course, meeting new people :D i really need to broaden my social network, like before the ultimate transition to a college life begins.

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i think i can finally see a streak of light ahead of this pitch-black tunnel after a long chat with evon. thank you sooo much, woman. i never knew anyone else would be in such predicament as i am right now, so it's a relief to find that i am not the only troubled one, the left-out one, the i-dunno one, basically the only lost one. yup.


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stumbled upon something at popular's bookstore which stunned me. i went speechless.

do you know
twilight's SENJAKALA?
new moon's CINTA BARU?

i mean, does stephenie meyer know about this?

"remember, i'm chuck bass and i love you."

-inhales-

PROM DRESS: CHECK.

-exhalesssssss-

i've got to say, LJY, you're the WORST PARTNER for prom shopping.
1. he searched for a seat and sank himself on a comfy chair in almost every shop.
2. he nodded and smiled in the coolest way at every dress i took interest in.
3. he disappeared when i was done changing and i had to seek help from the promoters to look for 'my friend'.
4. he complained about how tedious and tiring shopping is when i was the one walking most of the time.

nevertheless,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
thanks lor. for the dress lor. for the necklace lor. for the x'mas gifts lor. for the company lor. for worrying bout our budget lor. for being so childish to step foot into living cabin lor. for squealing at toys lor. XD

toys like these:

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ze mom thinks dragons and monkeys are not meant for each other.
in terms of fengshui, the zodiacs clash. they dont click.
when forcefully put together, they ignite sparks, big enough to spur fireworks.
no, not love sparks. i wished.


my sister (ze annoying-to-the-core dragon)
me (ze brilliantly cute monkey)

so we got into another one of our heated arguement, yet again.
usually it involves biting each other's flesh... screaming... crying (not me duh)...

this time, SHE decided to do it with style. more of, pokemon style; after watching another series of pokemon.

sis: arghhhhh... DRAGON BREATH!
me: ............... you wanna fight lah now? fine. -hesitates-
sis: RAHHHHHHHH DRAGON RAGE!!! -tackles me-
me: monkey dance. :D

i cannot believe i said that but seriously, to my knowledge, whichever pokemon is even a MONKEY?

i have lady luck smiling at me.

more pictures from laine :D


here's to my partner-in-crime for giggling, exasperating, idling, crapping to our heart's content with all sorts of mumbo jumbo and tattling at people we don't see eye to eye (and getting into trouble for it).

i'll never find another paranoia-stricken friend like you. i'll definitely miss soothing your neverending paranoia and being "the calm one" too!

i know, you're impatient as hell for your present. right now, the 'ultimate' prom dress tops my list! sorryyy! i'll assure you that something will eventually arrive at your doorstep :D someday before end of the year okay! hahaha.

a great friend you've been, love you lotssss~ =)
HAPPY BELATED PARANOID SEVENTEENTH, KIMBERLY HONG GIN MEI!

ahhh yes, take care, chuah.
i hope you're reading this with your italian foster sisters over there! :D

erm, hi!

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attending the driving talk this week! yataaaaaaaaaaa! 50/50 baby.
this endless freedom sure as hell spells brilliant!

kelate speaking,

i experienced culture shock in kelantan.

i get disapproving glares in my swimsuit, which actually has a cute mini skirt :D
i'm lucky i didnt get bashed up by anyone or even blacklisted to their swimming pool O.O
cows and chickens and ducks were everywhere.
singapore will definitely salivate at the sight of their spacious land.
it's very very green there. :D
miles and miles of coconut trees too!


the trip to kelantan was really an eye-opener for me. i almost went to thailand! settled for a massive shopping at the BORDER of thailand though, since i didnt have my passport with me T____T


i told kienyoong bout the swimming pool incident.

him: will the girls look at chinese guys?
me: ........
him: maybe if i wear a swimsuit they'll look at me too?
me: sorry to burst your bubble but the guys there wore their swimsuits too, you would look nothing but ordinary there.
him: T_____T CEH!

shopped at KB mall -- remember the tragedy there?


they have the best buddhist temple there too! i think it's on par with penang's kek lok si, no kidding. the irony, huh? a giant sleeping buddha is located there as well which made it into the world's record of the longest sleeping buddha! O.O also learnt that monks' body DO NOT DECOMPOSE once they..... meninggal dunia. witnessed one for myself, he meninggal dunia-ed meditating.

(i dont wanna say the D word, disrespectful i think.)

*i'll post up pictures once i buy the camera's card reader

all in all i'm contented with the trip! it was supposed to be dad's business outing, hahah but we tagged along anyhow. lesson learnt, keep your flesh to yourself, especially in the swimming pool!

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i'm looking for chin peng's biography!
have a sudden spur of interest to read it after the news that our PM didnt allow him to return!
so so, anyone?

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christmas in pangkor! yay!

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so dead for prom.

me: got your prom attire yet? wait, guys don't need any. no one can tell if they're wearing their dad's.. right? =(
kien yoong: like girls can't wear their mom's dress..

fancy a FACE PUNCH?

friendly note: photos courtesy of laine and julia

i tell you, that invigilator over there hates me.
i was overly exasperated that i accidentally hurled my calculator towards mel's table and knocked off her bottle during the impact.

invigilator: pelajar diminta bertenang dan keluar dewan peperiksaan dengan senyap.

i shall miss the toilet trips we had before every papers.
i shall miss yishwerer's stupid nescafe stain on the floor AND MY CALCULATOR. it's still there, check it out. (yes he brought cans of MOCHA into the exam hall)
i think i might miss his frequent sneezing too. ._____.'
i shall miss the pengetua's hopeful speech to us and her humour especially.
i shall miss the countdowns with aly.
i shall miss the brightened look on laine's mel's yish's after leafing through the paper 3s.
i shall miss everything of spm, and everything of high school.

goodbye, pinafore.
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@pavillion

this was utterlyyyy amusing i tell you.
a mystery guy appeared out of thin air and hopped himself into our group picture!
(you can see it in laine's blog :D)

me: WHO WAS THAT? your friend ah, kean seng?
seng: not julia's friend's friend?
jet: yala, julia's friend's friend right?
julia: NOOOOO MY FRIEND'S THE ONE HOLDING THE CAMERAAAA
me: WHO'S FRIEND WAS THAT?!


dared joshua to approach him. he chickened. bravo jet went.

jet: he was just having fun. he has this accent, says he's from australia.

then we took another group picture with his clique. LOL.

O.O

how very cool! i wish i have his guts too :D it'll be so fun!

@ YO! sushi

yin: i'm at yo sushi.
yin: yes it's YO, SUSHI.
yin: i'm not saying YO! the restaurant's called YO SUSHI!

snow you say? SNOW you say?
disappointing man~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
go check out for yourself lah harh. i enjoyed the countdown though.
the emcee called us (ERIN to be specific, i was just joining the fun of screaming "YES") the "TWO ENERGETIC GIRLS OVER THERE"

kim and aly can reallyyyyy drive me NUTS. i think i can giggle with them for hours and hours until our belly literally bounce! so what if we're ALREADY 17. so what if we trigger the stupid sensor man. i dont see the need to behave like an adult, YET. i can be one when i'm forced to stroll along the mall with trolley of kids. (bah!) getting few kicks in a cinema can be very entertaining too. i dont care if they hated me LOL SORRY. i'm one of those AH JACOB BLACK! annoying teens you see.

the movie wouldnt have been nice without me :D
i'm sorry to be a black sheep but seriously, it would've been just another movie without myyyy..... laughter :D

kean seng yik fei and joshua are big fat liars.

them: hang tuah station's just nearby!!!! c'mon!
us (kim aly and i): okay.

BLOODY HELL FROM PAVILLION TO HANG TUAH LRT STATION IS AKIN TO WALKING FROM SCHOOL TO THE LRT STATION 5 TIMES!

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stained his shirt wet for crying at the same scenes during 2012 today. who could restrain themselves from shedding tears when the president gave his speech? when the chapel collapsed as people gathered to pray and repent for their sins? when satman and his family could only await for their death? when the hot tibet monk's brother was wounded? when the boat sank? WHEN SASHAAA DIED A HERO?????????

lift your big ass for sasha. amen.

so in the jacob black + sasha mood :D

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heading to kelantan tomorrow!

anew.

USD)US)A*S)*AE)E# @UED)U DIU_!IQWS U)UQWD_)U!IT'S BLOODY O-V-E-R!!!!!!!!!!!HSID )EW*EWHC_@E$* E(UEWSQSUQES

oh my, i think i just ruined my manicure.

right now i need to:
assemble my textbooks.
wrap the babies.
de-clutter my room.
fix my nails, AGAIN. grr.

wednesday, pavillion, 2pm-8pm, new moon & snow-watching. best of all, THEME-LESS. no gay theme this time :D

hello world, hope you're listening.

i watched 2012!
longing to watch the movie again (cinema) since the dvd did not include subtitles for that absolutely hot tibet monk's brother and the swooningly hot curang pilot sasha i think his name was?
it's sad that i barely understood their language.
and i need to know what the wise SIFU told the tibet monk! :O
somewhere in this world there might already be a noah's arc.
i wanna be on board when it happens T____T

great achievement huh for my early posthiatus!
zero achievement in chemistry, have yet to begin.
i ought to catch up with all the latest hits too. gossip girl season 3. cut some hair again. get my license and 50/50 for undang! (hella determined!) download photoshop so i can finally add a header to my pathetic blog.

PROM DRESS MY GOSH! WHERE TO FIND ONE!
thank goodness i dont have a date to impress!

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my new maid misplaced sis's shirt and skirt into my wardrobe.
accidental or not, i take it as a compliment. :D



i'm really gonna miss high school too, laine.

自由是我们的咯!

对不起, 我的朋友们
都不明白! 真稀罕!

wow, not bad! i can still remember my han yu pin yings :D
downloaded the software for my sister's sake, just testing out.
they look bold and good, dont they.
i know you bananas dont understand hahaha.